Shit, I need to sleep right now. I think my horoscope is saying that I should face some shit that I've been avoiding. Of course, that horoscope is intentionally dense so that I will project my feelings onto it.
In other news:
-Should I see El Topo?
-Spring Break!
-I have to be up early tomorrow.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
I'm grateful for my friends.
It's been a long time since high school. Getting older. P and I reminisced tonight, about Prom and notes (written and passed, like on paper). It's been 11 years since "Pre-Millenium Tension" came out. I'm glad my life has become rich enough now, that I don't feel the need to obsess over albums like I did in high school. There was so much yearning in my CD shopping--I was sure Kristin Hersh and The Roches would somehow lead me to fulfillment. Actually, they sort of did. At least they made me feel less alienated. They were tastes of the world beyond high school.
H&D and I are so comfortable with each other now. D still lies, but H and I have figured out how to be okay with that. And I seem to have found away to keep my sexuality intact when hanging out with heteros.
Met a guy today--he seems nice. Suddenly, I seem to know what I want from a guy. It's not that it wasn't clear all along; I just accepted it. I want a guy who's in control. That seemed like such an ugly prospect until recently--I guess I was hung up on the idea of equality within relationships. Thank God the world turns out to be so much less boring than that.
I'm glad I'm still alive.
It's been a long time since high school. Getting older. P and I reminisced tonight, about Prom and notes (written and passed, like on paper). It's been 11 years since "Pre-Millenium Tension" came out. I'm glad my life has become rich enough now, that I don't feel the need to obsess over albums like I did in high school. There was so much yearning in my CD shopping--I was sure Kristin Hersh and The Roches would somehow lead me to fulfillment. Actually, they sort of did. At least they made me feel less alienated. They were tastes of the world beyond high school.
H&D and I are so comfortable with each other now. D still lies, but H and I have figured out how to be okay with that. And I seem to have found away to keep my sexuality intact when hanging out with heteros.
Met a guy today--he seems nice. Suddenly, I seem to know what I want from a guy. It's not that it wasn't clear all along; I just accepted it. I want a guy who's in control. That seemed like such an ugly prospect until recently--I guess I was hung up on the idea of equality within relationships. Thank God the world turns out to be so much less boring than that.
I'm glad I'm still alive.
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